Temporary

At times like this i just feel so shitty.
all that i ever smiled for, all that i laughed at, are just temporary happiness.
Sucks to be me (sometimes).
It's just me and my thoughts during this lonely night, nothing emotional though.

Sometimes i just want to rant but i just don't know how to.
It sucks to somehow know that nobody is there for you, and all you can rely is yourself.
Routine life sucks so badly, till i do not know what to blog about.
Revolving around school, work, school, work.
What's worst than that.

Creatures are heartless, how should i turn into that then? Or should i not?
I really don't know, but i don't want to see that side of creatures anymore...

A part of me wish that my internship period can faster arrive.
A part of me just wanna go for a picnic.
A part of me just wanna lie on a big patch of grass and look at the clouds.
A part of me just wanna someone to be there constantly. 
A part of me just don't wanna care, don't wanna bother anymore.
A part of me just wanna leave this boring and mundane place.
 ...


There are so many sides of me, which one(s) have you seen?




*shall blog about BKK the next post k!