Thursday, May 31, 2012

Where's the one


Dimsumm w my very very good friend today, had a long walk, long talk, long dinner, met up after ages and shared our individual stories.

Didn't had such a long h2ht w someone already.
Need a chill out session soon after exams.

Talked bout you, haha seems like everything is untrue afterall.
Lies, everything etc.
You treat me like anybody else.
I didn't mean anything.

This somehow taught me something, that i don't wanna keep faith in anyone, cause that leads to greater disappointment.
Making me upset for something that i thought was once worth, ain't worth anymore.
making me feel emotional over things which for once i thought i would be happy with.
Never. to. expect. anymore.

Exams are next week, yet i can't find any motivation to lead me on, or even cheer me on, push me to study.
everything that i did memorised just came out of my mind again.
Find me something to keep me motivated.
find me something to keep me interested at least till the end of exams.
find me something to look forward to.

You've changed, we have changed, everyone else did, what's new?
Changes everywhere, constant, rapidly.

Never would i wanna find someone like you anymore.

#iwannabeskinnyskinnyskinny, #getbacktomyhealthyweight.


give me two months :)




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