Not worth the fight

Before

After



Which look do you like best?

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Now i know. Now i know what i mean to you.
Till today.
Im foolish once again.
Can i say i give up already?
Tho you haven't really said anyth yet, i can feel it.
It's not that strong anyway, be it me or you.
It's still early to let go.

Fall too deep? I don't know.
I don't think so yet i guess.

It starts to fade already i guess. fade slowly thats probably the best way out.
I'm feeling so tired.
Wo zhen de lei le.
Be it physically or mentally, im dead beat.
I don't know what will happen in the end, but i still wish for the wish that i wrote on the keypadlock @ Seoul Tower.
You'll never know, i guess.
Till one day i decide to let it all out.

When i heard THAT song, i swear my eyes are tearing.
his songs are #win.
I don't know what happen to me, but i miss my friends esp my best friends suddenly.
And 11:11 came, all i wished have not come true.
Should i continue wishing or not?

I just wish all these dramas should stop.
Let's make peace and have lasting friendship.
I don't want such thing anymore. It's bursting my mind and it's super complicated now.
Can all these just put to an end?


I love that night, last night of FO, Friday night, when we just h2ht w one another in a circle, and me lying on the floor, star gazing, that's the best night ever.
I don't need to lie on a huge grass patch, just simple tiles will do.


I do not need the most fanciful clothes, i just need my friends there with me.
I do not need the best sumptous dinner or meal, i just need people to eat with me.
I do not need the best boyfriend, i just need somebody to hug n protect me in times of darkness.
I do not need many bestfriends, i just need some who really know me inside out.
I do not need a lot of $$$, i just need some enough for me to spend.
I do not need the world to know me, i just need you to see me right here, right now.
I do not need wishing stars, as i know you are the one.
I do not need miracles, as long as you are here.


I just wish all these things to stop.
It's time to come to an end.
Enough is enough.
Let me have this HYPED UP SPIRIT TO BRING BACK TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY.
LET'S GO.


To those who are feeling the same like me, you feel me now?



So am i worth the fight?