Hope, cause it's stronger than fear

I lost hope in everything, especially love.
After countless times of going for something that I don't think I will get any return in the end, I'm hopeless.

Everything that goes don't come back so what else can I hope for?
Every night 11:11 I think hard to wish, didn't know what to wish for cause whatever that I wish for didn't come true YET.
Wishing for the right one to appear but nobody come, nobody stay, everyone left.

Supposedly to party all night tomorrow but every of my little hopes are dashed. Even if I told the truth and asked for the first time if I can go.
It is the last thing I would ever asked yet the response is a NO.

"I’m trying, I’m just so tired of disappointing you."

What can i say, since everything is do negative now.
I'm tired of trying. Why not your turn to try?

I really want to ask a question. But just that I don't have the courage to do so, or rather I'm afraid the answer would be something I don't wish to hear.

So just be it.


I have seen so many people fall in and out of love, so many heartbreaks during the honeymoon period, and of course so many people smiling all day cause they're in love.
But I saw many negatives than positives. How to pick myself up from such scene?

Afraid to fall in love, afraid to get hurt, afraid that I might lose you forever.

All the insecurities, what should I do?