What i want

Today interview was quite smooth i guess. Gotten the job. Yay me.
Headed to city plaza w fion, glad.
Bought lots of stuffs within budget of $37.50 if u read my twitter. hehe

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but now im utterly disappointed w myself.
What have i become?
Did i change? Become worst or good?
I doubt its good.
My attitude became from good to worst.
What's wrong with myself.
Seriously.
I need to reflect. I don't know what's my goal in life. I have no idea at all.
The route to my future seems vague to me and i dont know what to do and where to go anymore.
Someone pls guide me through.
I really don't know what to do now, not anymore.

#Nowplaying Jay Chou's songs, making me feel worse only.

Monday will be new chapter of my life, a life of an office girl.
I don't know what my life will turn into the next few weeks, good or bad, i leave it to God.
I wish to know yet a part of me just do not want to know at all.

Maybe im really that bimbo afterall.