Sacrifices > Benefits

Had a long sleep. Dreamt a lot of dreams but can't seem to remember when i woke up.
Dreamt that we played hide and seek with one another, dreamt that somebody called my name, but turned around to find that nobody,don't know where he or she ran to.

Sacrifices are meant to benefit the other person.
Or sometimes you in turn are the one who benefit.
Sometimes, we sacrifice so much that we wouldn't care how much we sacrificed or how hard we tried to make the other party happy, so long that the person we sacrificed for can get his or her happiness, we will be happy.

Once you get your benefits, you will not care who sacrificed for you or how she or he did for you. All for you. Humans are selfish and i am not any exception. Often, we want to reap what we sow but this always leads to disappointment.
To me or to you, i believe you wouldn't care.

Maybe that's Heaven will. His will of turning things the way He want for us. Maybe it's fate.
Fate that we know each other but we won't end up together.

I don't know. I'm at loss. I don't wanna think anymore of the possibilities. Cause the more i think, things will still not turn out the way i want it to be. The more i think, the more i will have a bad headache which i'm having now.


PS. Less than a week to prepare. I'm not prepared. I can't get the theme i want for my birthday. This sucks. and everything do suck.

PSS. Sorry for not uploading pictures cause blogger said the photo limit has exceeded. I will do so the next update post.


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