Initiative

awesome much? it seems delicious babeeh!

Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we're happy, or that he's happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

Initiative is something that not most people can do. some procrastinate, some just wait for others to initiate it instead of being the one who initiate, whereas some just take the initiative and just do it.
I'm one of those listed above, not to say others.

Yesterday before sleep i did a lot of thinking, thinking of some random stuffs like some people can put in so much effort for the people around them, not wanting any thing in return, they are like seriously a saint.
Appreciation is what i wanna say to the people around me, that they have done so much things for me love u all to bits.
however some just doesnt care.

but anyway, i still thank god for them.
that i have such lovely souls being with me.


i miss so many people, esp like leo, i havent contact her for long!! gotta call her up anytime this week.
and like audrey!!! missss her like crazy and i wanna meet before she go back ):
and banchew!!
and also my 6A awesome peeeps!! etc.


yeh i cant wait for weekend to comeeeeeee which is like tmr ? and next weeeek woohooo!!!



zomg i think my tagboard's getting so dead it makes me think if i should take it out or not.